Lovelorn

When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?

When you're gone
the pieces of my hearts are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too

When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day
and make it ok
I miss you.

We were made for each other
Out here forever
I know we were.

And all I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I'd do, I'd give my heart and soul
I can hardly breath I need to feel you here with me.


After all the efforts..you're just gone.
When you left, you took a piece of me with you.
I did not appreciate you when you were here..
Now that you're gone, I'm hopeless and lost.
I know its all my fault..I could hardly blame you.
I was careless...I wasn't sensitive enough.
But I was really really exhausted.
My mind wasn't there..but my heart should've been.
I'm sad, I'm angry, I'm devastated, I'm emo.
But most of all, I'm fucking heartbroken.


Who would have guessed it...losing a sketchbook could be so heart wrenching?!
All my sketches..drawings...scribblings...sweat and blood..*poof*
I believe this is karma..

Now, can anyone tell me how to move on?
I've got myself a brand new, BLANK sketchbook..
I couldn't even draw a line..I couldn't even write my name on it.
It feels too much like a betrayal.

Somewhere deep within my heart
I believe we will reunite again.
somewhere...somehow..

In memory of my beloved Sketchbook
September 2009 - March 2010

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